School. There isn't a better way to end the year. Well, technically it isn't ended. It pretty much is, there's only three days left And they aren't even school days. Tuesday is promotion rehearsal, Wednesday is promotion, Thursday I'm performing and Friday, well, there is no Friday.
Last week everyone cried, drama people cried, dance people cried, my friends cried, I cried! There was so much dust in the air I couldn't help it. I went to an awards ceremony on Wednesday. I didn't now why, I mean I never had straight A's. I didn't win the good grades award or the athletics award or the social studies award or the music award or the choir award or the drama award or even the English award. I really thought I was gonna get that one for sure. Instead I was given one of the last awards, the cornerstone leader award. This was the speech given for it:

Good Evening. My name is Ms. Hendrickson. It is my pleasure to be here tonight to present our Cornerstone award. This award goes to the (big grader) student who excels in academics and promotes our Caring School Climate here at (Littleschool). A student who does well in the classroom, has a positive attitude, is trustworthy, respects others as well as themselves, and is genuinely kind and considerate to classmates and adults alike.

As I began to think about the (Big grader) student who exemplifies all of these qualities, one name kept coming up. This student was a member of our Cornerstone/Leadership class last year. She excelled on all projects and activities in that class. When working in group situations she was a quiet leader, one that others truly looked to for guidance, and she was and still is not afraid to speak her mind. Her positive attitude is contagious and this in turn inspires others to work harder and to be nicer. But the quality that stands out the most when thinking of this student is her exceptional kindness and compassion for others.

She is also a very talented young lady. She's been in many of our choir and drama performances. She is an outstanding writer and she stars in our Last Blast Variety Show every year. She also heads up our GSA club. She tirelessly works towards the idea that everyone should be accepted and made to feel safe and comfortable here at (Littleschool).

As I continued to think about this student, it was obvious that she was deserving of his award. It is my pleasure to present the Cornerstone Award for helping to promote a Caring School Climate to: IzzyB

I almost died in my seat. I almost died as I stood to receive my certificate and present. I almost died when everyone cheered for me. I almost died when I awkwardly kept thanking Ms. Hendrickson (She is such a wonderful lady!!). I almost died as I walked off stage and signed the magical silver book. I almost died when I found a shiny plaque and a beautiful card inside the present bag. I almost died as Maddie B. Smiled at me and congratulated me. And I died at the end of the ceremony when the lights went up and i showed my parents and sister what I got. (Ben didn't come because he didn't want to see me die). I was dying When i hugged Maddie B. I was dying when I mistakenly took Mr. K continuously patting my arms and congratulating me as a hint for a hug. I was just dying in general. That was how overwhelming it was. It was overwhelming and wonderful. I didn't even mind dying. The award just meant so much to me I guess, so much that I died in front of everyone!

Hey, I even almost died that afternoon, at lunch, at the last GSA meeting ever when children kept fishing money out of their pockets just so they could donate it to the club.

This was good dying, this was happy dying.

On the Tuesday before all the big graders went to Great America (A super awesome theme park). My S.S. Teacher, Mr. Mac, saved up a whole bunch of quarters to put into the water canon machine to soak everyone on the raft ride. My friend Cassie we on when the machine wasn't working so we had to go through Snoopy's water maze to get soaked instead. It took three hours for our feet and butts to stop leaving wet marks whenever we walked or sat down.

We met up with three of our guy friends and decided to play games to win stuffed animals, I spent the rest of my money on a game which Cassie one and got a Pokemon toy. But Gabe, Nathan, and Aiden really wanted me to win so the offered to pay for the next game and me and Cassie both won stuffed animals. She got a brown teddy bear and I got a white teddy bear. They were small toys that you got from playing once but they still count. Cassie said that since I payed for the game which got her her Pokemon she gave me her brown bear. We decided to play the game again and I got a gigantic Pokemon. (I was in that awkward stage of almost dying again because I didn't know how to receive their kindness towards me. I just kept thanking them and hugging them)

I gave the white bear to Zoe and I told her to give the brown bear to Jane (from the Jane and marcus story). Zoe said that jane called him Pablo, that made me happy! It turns out that Jane is going to be in Big school's advanced drama next year, funny thing is that so am I. I auditioned on Thursday with the first paragraph from A tell-tale Heart by Edgar Allan Poe and on Saturday I got a cheerful call that I made it in! YIPPEE!! It must be fate!

The Promotion Dance was on Friday night. I got all gussied up for it, I straightened my hair and wore a pretty dress and sandals and everything. I danced and ate strawberries and grapes and six minnie Pizzas and drank water and danced with my buddies. (Teehee, I even slow danced with a guy). Rumor had it that they were going to play What's going on by the 4 non blondes which was a classic in Mr. Mac's social Studies class. It was featured in the HeMan sings video he showed on a Monday. Quite humorous indeed. And all his students were going to do the weird twitchy arm dance to it. It was never played, we never danced, and everyone was upset. Well, just for Mr. Mac, a few of his 1st period students (including me) and one of his 6th period students did a civil war picture just for him!

Afterwards I rushed to my Friend Kc's birthday party/Sleepover. Only two kids slept over (including me). It was fun, we watched the Justin Bieber movie which was, uh, interesting. And we talked to Cleverbot and tried to make him say inappropriate things. That was surprisingly hard to do.

Today, my family (minus Ben because he was fighting Dragons) Went on a really cool hike. My dad took me farther than my mom and sister. We went all the way up to maisy's peek and saw all of Silicon Valley, even across the bay to Oakland. It was soooo massive! I felt like this was my Izania, that it was my kingdom. On our way back down the trail to our car, my family sang this song:

The wheels on the bus go round and round

Round and round

Round and round

The wheels on the bus go round and round

All through the town

The wipers on the bus go Swish, swish, swish

Swish, swish, swish

Swish, swish, swish

The wiper on the bus go Swish, swish, swish

All through the town

The Driver on the bus says "Move on back,

Move on back, move one back"

The driver on the bus says, "Move on back"

All through the town

The babies on the bus go waaah, waah, waaah

Waaah, waaah, waaah

Waaah, waaah, waaah

The babies on the bus go waaah, waah, waah

All through the town.

The mommies on the bus go shh, shh, shh

shh, shh, shh

shh, shh, shh

The mommies on the bus go shh, shh, shh

All through the town

The Daddies on the bus say, "Eat a cookie,

Eat a cookie, eat a cookie"

The daddies on the bus say, "Eat a cookie,"

All through the town

The Child on the bus says, "DON'T touch me!

DON'T touch me, DON'T touch me!"

The child on the bus says, "DON'T touch me!"

All through the town.

The Blackberry dude says, "Missed my stop!,

Missed my stop, missed my stop!"

The Blackberry dude says, "Missed my stop!"

All through the town

The Teen on the bus goes text, text, text

Text, text, text

Text, text, text

The teen on the bus goes text, text, text

All through the town

The Mime on the bus goes ..., ..., ...

..., ..., ...,

..., ..., ...

The Mime on the bus goes ..., ..., ...,

All through the town

The dudes on the bus Say, "Hey, What's up!"

"Hey, what's up! Hey what's up!"

The Dudes on the bus say, "Hey what's up!"

All through the town

The chicks on the bus say, "Ooh, he's hot!"

"Ooh, he's hot! Ooh, he's hot"

The Chicks on the bus say, "Ooh, he's hot!"

All through the town

The Blackberry dude says, "Why thank you!

Why thank you! Why thank you!"

The Blackberry dude says, "Why thank you!"

All through the town

The Chicks on the bus say, "Ew, not you!"

"Ew, not you! Ew, not you!"

The Chicks on the bus say, "Ew, not you!"

All through the town

The Grandma on the bus says, "Hey there sonny,"

"Hey there sonny, hey there sonny,"

The Grandma on the bus says, "Hey there sonny,"

All through the town

The Grandpa on the bus says, "Where my teef?"

"Where my teef? where my teef?"

The grandpa on the bus says, "Where my teef?"

All through the town

The child on the bus says, "That's no cookie!"

"That's no cookie! That's no cookie!"

The child on the bus says, "That's no cookie!"

All through the town

The dog on the bus goes Bark, bark, bark

Bark, bark, bark

Bark, bark, bark

The dog on the bus goes Bark, bark, bark

all through the town

The driver on the bus says, "No dogs allowed"

"No dogs allowed, no dogs allowed"

The driver on the bus says, "No dogs allowed"

All through the town

The wheels on the bus then pop and flatten and everyone must exit the bus

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Foobar

Behold, my father's computer term which I just learned when he accidentally posted it as the title for this post while testing something or other.

I hear your whispers, they sing in my mind

They wake me in the night, but you are gone

Your presence is a comfort not sure why

All that is left is a ghost of someone

Beneath the covers I tremble in fear

Dark visions of you flash under my lids

My body goes still when I feel you near

I live for your touch, I starve for your kiss

My heart makes me quake for it beats so fast

I love you, hate you, need you so badly

Uncover the face hidden by a mask

Reveal the love I'm falling for madly

I am afraid nothing is as it seems

Being haunted by you inside my dreams

I apologize for the big delay, I've been meaning to post something for a while now, I just, well, didn't. It is times like these when I wish I had my own laptop, so I could post at night when I'm in my bed. That's usually when I think the most. So the picture of the day is a girl lying in some bright green grass with the sun shining on her face, her hair open like a fan.

This week has been, er, magical. Well, at least it feels that way. Though I am a bit unhinged, I've never been so booked before. There was so much going on all I wanted to do was complain, curl up with my computer, and watch Assassins Creed commentary videos. A bit pathetic, but still. It was actually quite funny because everything seemed to fall magically into place.

Did I mention that I was going to try out for the school's last day of school variety show? It was on the tenth and I sang "Mother knows best" from tangled with my buddy Cassie as my Repunzel. We practiced in front of Mr. RVW before the tryouts. He says I'm very talented. Did you know that he's vegan? Neither did I.

I must say that Tuesday was the most stressful of all, my girls were performing that morning, I had the variety show tryouts, and my band concert. There was also a rumor going around that the High school Drama auditions were being held that day as well. Thank my toenails that was false, and I went straight up to the boy who started it and put my friend Trinity through so much stress, and I shook up his room-temperature soda. Yeah, I'm not afraid to go there. The real auditions are on the 26th of this month.

Now you guys are probably confused about what I meant by my girls performing. Did I tell you about bringing in scenes for Drama? Well, mine wasn't chosen for the little kiddies to perform, but out of the few there were, I had to direct one. And I did, right into the ground. Golly, I never want to direct a scene again!! No one was cooperating right, I was being called mean, the girls were talking back, and on the day they were supposed to perform we weren't ready at all. One girl was in crutches, the rest were still uncomfortable with their lines, but one of my gals was missing that day so it was postponed to the next (aren't they lucky). I couldn't be there because I had to get a physical that morning, four shots and they made me pee in a cup :( . Well my little chickies didn't do too good and my teacher still has to yell at me for it.

In other news, I finally made plans to have a sleepover with my friend KC. I couldn't do it before because I was always so busy. It was last night at my house after Dragon boat practice which gave me a cold, an oboe lesson that had to be rescheduled to this morning, and rollerskating where I talked about my latest obsessive future plans with Lilly and failed at skating backwards. We were going to watch a ton of movies but I was about to crash so we could only fit in tangled (I've almost memorized all the songs, just got the rest of the duet and Healing Incantation to learn). I've always been a little awkward about having school friends over at my house. I like my home life and school life to be separate, know what I mean? Is that strange?

Mr. K kept scolding me on Tuesday night during the band concert because little sixth and seventh graders were talking to me and I was sort of, maybe responding to them in a conversational manner. I always find it frightening when he gets mad at someone, because he talks so casually when he is yelling at you. It might not sound like yelling, but trust me, it is.

We're swimming in school, just thought you should know. I forgot to bring spare under garments one day, it was emancipating.

On Friday I went to Great America and got a terrible sunburn. AND OMG!! I must tell you about the amazing musical I saw that night. Razia's Shadow A musical performed by my sis's big school was SHAMAZING. It was all singing and beautiful dancing and dramatic love tragedies and oh my goodness I just wanted to die in the sea of graceful girlies and boys in guyliner.

And as I was gazing up at who I thought were the two most beautiful people in the performance (I need cool code-names for them, er, Jane and Marcus) I had a spontaneous fantasy. Jane and I would fall in love and we would want to have a baby so we would use Marcus's donation (of course he would never know about it). We would have a son named Magnus and later in the future Jane, Marcus, and i would run The Funhouse, an Inn which houses the most exciting and freaky and beautiful people in the world. But one dreadful night Jane would creep into Marcus's room, waking him with her soft sobs! She would be so overwhelmed by keeping the secret of Magnus's true father father from him that she couldn't help but tell him the truth and then Marcus would get so angry since I had kept it from him that the next morning we would have a huge fight in the kitchen and we'd break plates and everything! TaDa! Then it would be like that one movie, er, Vicky Christina Barcelona? Is that what it was called?

Squiggly lines have appeared all over my skin, some are red and rashy, others are dry and white. I think the chlorine from the swimming pool is having a bad effect on me.

According to the doctor I have eczema, which I guess is a scientific word for really dray and itchy skin. Like dandruff I guess. It doesn't make me feel too comfortable. Makes me feel special though, which I always enjoy.

I am so glad that I write down all the topics I'm gonna cover, makes my job a lot easier.

And since we're whipping through this so well, how about them Sharks, those of you from San Jose? No, they stink and they should lose a whole lot so I can graduate Little School in the God Damned Pavilion!!! Smart people only graduate little school once and I'd rather not do it in the gym, because you can't drink freaking Italian cream soda in a freaking gym!

Isn't it strange how our teardrops aren't blue?

That not everyone turns the same shade of pink.

Our skin cannot be as white as our bones.

It makes me wonder, it makes me think.

If someone is dark, are their hearts truly black?

When in love does it turn a lavender shade?

When one wears white slippers, is she graceful?

When she dances, is the same magic made?

Though it may look it, hair can't be gold

And a depressed woman's wold isn't grey

She will smile and embrace her own white light

For it will all become clear someday

We had to write a color poem for language arts, that was mine. We also had to write a graduation speech and a few lucky students might get picked to compete to see who will read their's at promotion. Well, in second period while Trinity and I were engulfed in The Outsiders, my teacher called us out into the hall and told us that ours had been picked to compete. I seriously was surprised, I mean mine was extremely short and not exactly professional reading material.

I have become very frightened when I think at night. Sometimes I feel as though my thoughts aren't safe. As if someone is watching my mind. This paranoia has come to the point where not a day goes by that I don't suspect someone.

Well thank you for joining me for this sudden burst of inspiration to post something, I know I probably confused you by going through a bunch of random topics all at once. I might not be able to shower tonight, you should be feeling rather special right now because you just took up my shower time. "Yes Doctor, I concur." Until next time my little spiders :-*

A sucker punch to the brain

Hey all, you better be feeling pretty lucky right now because I have absolutely nothing to do. I will now be forcing you to take part in my bored-ness as aimlessly surf the net and possibly be eaten by a shark that has been caught in it and is thrashing about with annoyance for no one likes to be caught in a net.

It is a beautiful Thursday afternoon here in Izzania and you might be wondering why I'm not outside roller skating or hula-hooping or trying to name everything in french while hula-hooping. Wow, what great ideas! I think I'll go do that right now! Ugh, but why? I mean I have plenty of things to do inside as well, like taking another french lesson with Rosetta Stone or practicing my piano and oboe or watching Tangled for seventh and 3/4 time.

(Holy crap there is some man outside in my backyard spraying my plants! I bet he's gonna come to my door and ask for money since most ninja gardeners have taken to that tactic these days.)

Or I could hula-hoop inside for no one would see me do it since I'm downstairs all alone. Momma's watching T.V. in her room and Zoe's probably watching heroes on the Ipad.

(now he's spraying the deck! What did it ever do to you!)

You could also be wondering why I'm blogging on a Thursday, I mean it's the middle of the week! I am on spring break and it is almost over, like on Sunday. Now this is the part where i tell you what I did this week day by day. Like always.

Saturday. I had an oboe lesson early in the morning and dragon boat practice at three. It's my last one, the big race is this coming Saturday and I'm gonna die :D . Anyway, I took a shower, had a cookie, my rents left the house, Zoe and I watched Tangled, and it was quite fun.

Sunday. At three-thirty I had a birthday party. My buddy Lilly came over and we drove to an art studio and My pal Sydney met us there. Then we went out for pizza and my mother forgot to ask me what wanted so I didn't get to order. I shared pepperoni with Sydney, there just wasn't enough meat on it. Now, my party was never meant to be a sleepover but before we met up with Sydney my sis and I made plans with Lilly to slumber at her house, but when she called her mom that couldn't happen so she ended up slumbering at my house and then i felt a bit sick because I had already told Sydney that we couldn't have a sleepover that night. :''''''''''''( .

Monday. I went to Lilly's house and we drew pictures and played sims3 and watched Garden State and dressed up in mismatching clothes and had pizza. She left a whole bunch of stuff at my house from our sleepover and I left jewelry and finger puppets at hers. we still haven't swapped.

Tuesday. Watched Tangled for the sixth time but I had to leave in the middle of it because my neighbors had invited my mother and i for a friendly game of minigolf. I came in third out of six people. Three of them tied for first. When we got home Zoe had a couple friends over for a movie night and I had to get all gussied up for a classical concert where the played beautiful music on really old instruments and sang about the creation and how God created this Earth in six days and took a long nap on the seventh. And i sang about how we created earth in a billion years and are staying up all night to destroy it. It was a really lovely show and my piano teacher was in it, though it lagged on quite a bit since the main singers kept messing up on their lyrics and having to repeat the stanzas over again until they got it right. Just kidding, they were awesome. I did get bored though so I took out a notebook that I had in my bag and doodled a picture of a man a couple rows over on my left who looked even more bored than I was. at the end of the performance I clapped for the oboists whose faces were as red as tomatoes.

Wednesday. DENTIST! Oh my goodness, I love the dentist. I went on Wednesday with Zoe and my sock monkey baby Roger. Then i accompanied my Friends rachel and Sarah to the mall where we met up with my little grader buddy Stavrose and went to target to buy some more hula-hoops. And now I have two. Well, in target we saw another pal Anthony, not AA just plain old Anthony from drama class. We said hello, how are you, are you good? I'm good too.

After buying our hula-hoops we Hula-hooped outside of Hot topic and then started walking simultaneously towards the Apple store to drop off Stavrose. We came across two different security guards. The first was an old man who smiled and said, "The hula-hoops are back? You guys are awesome!" The second was a woman with more authority who stared us down and said, "This is not a playground, you want to hula-hoop you do it outside, if i catch you again you'll be kicked out."

Yea, my pants didn't feel to good after that.

Once we had dropped off little grader buddy we went to the food court and met up with yet another friend Sonia. Rachel and Sarah chatted with her about the movie we were gonna see so I had to awkwardly stand be cold stone for a while. But wait, I don't stand awkwardly. So I strutted gracefully around Cold Stone, awesomeness radiating of my skin with a purple glow, my curls blowing in the wind brought by my presence alone. And then we saw sucker punch.

HOLY FROG THAT MOVIE WAS AMAZING!!!!!!! Mind. Blown. It was so awesome and depressing at the same time! I mean my jaw was on the sticky theatre floor the whole entire time while things exploded and girls got shot at on the screen. I was spazzing out of my pants while we hula-hooped to the car.

Thursday. Today. I woke up afer having a strange dream about boats the civil war and mr. Mac being extremely upset with me. My momma was even there! I went downstairs in my jamies and did some french classes and when my dad left for work it was just me and Zoe who was sleeping upstairs still (my mother had left to go work out earlier). My oboe teacher came by the house and we did a lesson then I played some piano did some more French watched Tangled for the sixth 3/4 time. (I memorized the first two songs muahahaha) And here I am with nothing left to do.

My seventh grader friend Kc wants to have a sleepover with me, I promised her that we'd have one and watch as many movies as she wanted. Sad thing is that I couldn't find a night where I wasn't doing anything and now she's growing anxious and tonight is the last night we can do it since I'm sleeping over at rachel's house tomorrow and Saturday night is a Tea party at the Red Tent. My mom is taking a nap right now so I can't ask her at the moment and I have a piano lesson at four thirty so she'll have to come over to my house after that, and I still need to give her my address and I'm afraid to go on Facebook because I don't want her to talk to me about it cause I'm just a bit stressed out about it at the moment. Can you tell?

Well, I think that is enough ranting for one day. Until next time, my little rockets and baby dolls. :-*

lunch with a vampire warlock

Greetings those who read my blog, it is I, the amazing Izzy coming to you with all that is hip in Izzania. yes it is pretty spectacular since I've been a bit behind in my updating but that won't matter because I'm just going to let it all out in a rather tedious and ongoing explanation. Maybe I should just mention the most important activities that have happened since last post, but since my life is so exciting it will still take much to long hahaha.

Now let us see, My friend Cassie and I spent three lunch periods hanging out with Mr. RVW, Two of which were filled with nothing but old television shows and doodling on note paper, during the last he complimented me on my name and showed me a song which shares the same title (even spelled the same) I have predicted the future in my dreams and have spent and entire afternoon hula-hooping in the middle of a shopping mall with my buddy Rachel. I have dressed in a golden cape and hid my face with a beautiful golden cat mask that I got with my sister and my grams on a trip to Salem and attended school as the super hero Lionessess, or so I was called. I've written six poems for school and four letters to and from the battlefield during the civil war (I should probably post those) I have been assigned hula-hooping for homework and am about to take oboe lessons starting tomorrow and continueing my roller skating lessons on sunday. i do believe I am going to school outside of school now for I have piano lessons, oboe lessons, skating lessons, Dragon boat practices, and am starting french lessons with rosetta stone which I got for my birthday. I also recieved a dress, two great shirts, a purse, a dragon and a guide teaching me how to train him (his name is Zeus!) I got a rare pokemon and beautiful hair clip, some lotion and perfume. A fake plant and a balloon, a pack of gum, a card, hugs, a pizza.

I started roleplaying again, I am now undead from lack of life haha. I started watching a new T.V. show, so thats cool. What else has happened? oh yea! I am no longer having visions of Justin Beiber :D, after that ship had sailed I was introduced to Cody Simpson and I friended him on Facebook. I no longer have visions of him either but I had this whole scene played out in my mind and my eyes started hurting while i was thinking about it. what if I was telling the future? That'd be like the third time or something. In the vision we were having coffee at the Starbucks by my house and when it got late he offered to walk me home, and that was about it. Most interesting indeed.

Well it's time to watch how to train your dragon (love you gramz!!)

Tomorrow is a new day, my little powder puffs :-*

breakfast like a king

Alright, I have finally gotten around to posting about the latest in Izzania besides helping out love struck friends and receiving emo poetry in japanese from ex lovers. We'll start with last friday shall we? My pal Lilly and I went to a protest the protest at a highschool which was doing a play about a gay man's story and that one really annoying we-hate-evrything church was gonna protest it so a schload of people showed up to protest their protest. We were so awesome the bad guys didn't even show up. TAKE THAT HATERS OF THE UNIVERSE!!!! After that we went to a red tent gathering, which Lilly loved. She's such a sweet heart, I adore her.

Wednesday was the first show of Honk! the musical. It just ended saturday night, and I wasn't as teary eyed as everyone else but I was probably doubly tired since i had dragon boat the next day and i almost fell asleep in the boat. Anyway!!!! I believe it was thursday that we conjured the most tears from the audience. yes, that was how fantastical it was. The show was so much funn, backstage we played cat's cradle and would you rather and hunted for ghosts and chased rats and took many trips to the bathroom and played volley ball in the art room and ate a whole bunch of sweets and lollipops and we could never get the stage make up totally off and it was just amazing.

Mr. robot/vampire/warlock was back, he was here for two days in band because mr. K was in New York and he came back with a whole story to tell about how he saw spiderman turn off the dark and that it was so bad it was sold out since it opened. well anyway, on friday my buddy cassie came running up to me durring lunch while i was attending my locker duties and squealed "We had the coolest sub in spanish today, he taught everyone french and then turned off all the lights and we told spooky stories!! HE LOOKS JUST LIKE A VAMPIRE!" Guess who they got? weird right, he's teaching languages now? But it's true, we spent the whole lunch period in the spanish room, and Mr. RVW was there signing girls arms and looking up ghost sights on his little laptop and talking about how he's a DJ on a radio station. So not only is he a robot vampire warlock, but he's greek (proves my Hercules theory) and he speaks french. Mind. Blown.

On saturday my mom and sister and I took Lilly to the new red tent space and we all got feather extensions. Yea, it's pretty legit!! Lilly brought her camera and did and uber awesome photo shoot with me and we decided that it was a good idea to go down into these gigantic pits where they had trees for show and take pictures there. DUDE, it was like a human cage down there and it took forever to get us both out of it. Of course we got it on tape, like duh.

My little buddy grace just got a phone and now won't stop texting me, she woke me up this morning. Well the good thing is i don't think i have to write that letter back to her. She's such a darling the way she hugs my and looks up to me and worships me like I'm the goddess. Who can disagree with that? She really is a little sweetheart though and draws the most cutest little cartoons.

Word of the day: adorable

AA has become less annoying these days, or maybe I have evolved because he's starting to need me more. Should've seen that one coming, eh chap? Anyway, it is so adorable to watch him wriggle around in his middle school insecurities. He's in love you see and that just happens to be my favorite subject, not that I'm helping him, I actually think I'm screwing his mind up even more but hey, it feels good to be needed. I have sworn an oath to be the mature adult and be kind and friends with him always because according to my mother we are the bestest of friends. FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

Dream updating time, I've had two spectacular dreams that i can remember. In the first one I was at a carnival/circus place and this cute boy with black hair and blue eyes took my hand and brought me over to this red tent for a secret show. The tent was magical because it was a whole lot bigger inside than it was outside. Anyway, we were the only two people watching the show and it was amazing performance by homosexuals and transgenders and cross dressers and a bunch of amazingness!!!!! I ended up living there and becoming part of the show and we would perform special shows for a bunch of small groups of kids it was amazing. NEXT SCENE: I'd been living in the tent for some time now and there were even talking animals living with us how awesome is that? Well, there was this big holocaust thing where all my carnies were going to be taken away so we hid them in the magical tent and i hid a little talking mouse in my secret lipstick case and I saved them all!! NEXT SCENE: I'm in my mid twenties and I'm hanging with all my gay buddies by the pool (because there was a pool by our tent of course) and i reach into my pocket and pull out a crumpled piece of paper with a phone number and the name Troy written in blue ink on it. this was from the little dark haired boy that i had met at the beginning and i was going to meet him. And my buddies were all like "Who's that?" in an adorable sing-songy voice and I said "a friend" The same way.

"Boy or girl?"

"Boy"

"Ooooooooooohhh!!!"

THE END!!

It was AMAZING.

I'll spare you the second dream because it was about Justin Bieber, I told you he was going to haunt my night visions!

Until next time my little cotton candies :-*

Hey, guess what, no more Bradley James visions wanna know why? Because I'm having Justin bieber ones instead. I see him every where now, I feel like he's going to show up at my school and talk about music or something or I'm going to dress him up as a girl and do a duet with him at the last blast, and no one would know who he was because he's dressed as a girl then BAM he'd shed his girly-ness and they'd be all like "OMFG IT'S JUSTIN BIEBER, and he's next to Izzy, Izzy is just so cool! I should invite her for some frozen yogurt because I think she'll like that". What if he starts haunting my night visions as well?

Speaking of night visions, I had the most frightening dream last night. My friend and I had our own TV show and my little sixth grader buddy was upset because I was going to travel around the world and my show was going to be awesome like Oprah and he wasn't invited. Then i went on my trip around the world and there was a giant flood and I had to take shelter in an old house and my friend became my twin sister and my parents were there and this elderly woman that owned the house who was eating dog food. It was really leaky in the house and when I looked out the window I was looking at New York City and this huge spaceship hover craft thing was flying around and shooting fireworks into the sky. I asked my dad what it was and he said it was the winner of a scientific space craft contest. People were screaming in the streets too and I didn't know why because, hey, there are fireworks, what's to scream about right? Well, the space craft started shooting lasers at all the skyscrapers and they started collapsing. Then it shot a laser at the old house we were in and it was like waking up from a dream within a dream like inception, because when I looked around the city was fine and the flood had stopped. Then Mom decided to take us all to dinner at this bar and she had this huge fight with Dad and all of a sudden my twin got very antsy and she used twin telepathy to tell me that my dream within a dream was about to come true, so we grabbed Dad's hand and pulled him outside and started steering him to the Giant Radio shack /dress boutique across the street because there was an exit in there that only my twin and I knew about since we were secret agents. We started running to the back of the store and through a bunch of employee only doors until we reached a back room that was purple with chairs and mirrors and a mannequin with headphones on. We sat there waiting and jumping with anxiety, the mannequin came to life just then and opened up a secret door in the wall that lead to an empty elevator shaft and jumped through. My twin and I ran up to the door and stepped on two cushions that were attached to ropes. My twin's was a purple circle and mine was a square. I commented on it as we climbed up on them that they probably gave me a square because I should our dad the secret passage earlier in the dream i just don't remember when. I could tell that out of the two of us, I was the carefree awesome secret agent and my twin was the serious all business awesome secret agent. BTW, we had long straight black hair so it was kid of freaky. Any way, after a lot of riding down and elevator shaft on purple cushions, a door finally opened in the wall before us and we ran through it to find our dad there (he was brought in another way since he wasn't a secret agent) and we were in California and safe.

Then I woke up, The end.

Today during Rehearsal we had KFC for lunch and since our musical is about farm birds we found it pretty Ironic. Girls kept squealing how wrong it was that we were eating ourselves which I replied to with "How fowl!" Aren't I clever?

Last Friday I had my first all-nighter, I stayed up until 6:15! I spent the night watching TV, eating three oranges, two slices of apple pie, some mac n cheese, a cup of tea, watching my bro play assassins creed and accidentally murdering people with brooms, watching a bunch of SNL, and playing cats cradle and would you rather. By 6:15 there was nothing left to do so I crashed, then Ben woke me up at 7:50 so I could get ready for dragon boat the next day. It was pretty awesome.

Well, I'm gonna watch a bunch of movie trailers now so PEACE OUT Homies :-*